i’ve been struggling with my weight lately, and even though he doesn’t think i’m fat i’m not feeling too good about myself. joe just emailed me to tell me he’s been doing research and found a new workout for me to try. it’s little things like that that show me how much he loves me.

weight loss woes

i’ve decided i want to lose weight. i’d really like to lose at least 15 pounds. so i’ve been watching what i eat and doing at least 45 minutes of exercising every day. and what’s happened? i’ve been gaining weight. so now i’m frustrated. i don’t understand why that’s happening. joe says i’ll gain muscle weight but lose sizes, which hasn’t seemed to have happened either. can anyone shed some light on this for me?

damn cookies

i have decided i want to lose at least 15 pounds, even though i have no willpower whatsoever. joe does not think i need to lose weight. joe proceeded to buy me a box of thin mint cookies (my absolute favorite!) from the girl scouts. so while i am trying to eat well, i also am getting in my daily dose of thin mints. sigh. i think it’s a sign. i’m not supposed to diet! hehe.