I am officially starting to freak out. I pray for peace, and for a while I am fine, thinking happily about my implantation bleeding and the ridiculous exhaustion I’ve been having lately.

Then, I start to freak out again. Joe said today would be the worst, and it really is. Tomorrow won’t be as bad because we’ll only be a day away from knowing. If I can just make it through today without going crazy…

Deep down I feel like I’m pregnant, but as I said yesterday, I’m starting to second guess everything, even the implantation bleeding. I’m going to be heartbroken if it didn’t work, and I’m letting you know now, I won’t be blogging for a while if that’s the case.

Please, do me a favor and don’t leave any comments or send me emails asking me if it worked. I know you all mean well, but if it doesn’t, I don’t think I’ll be able to handle being barraged by questions.

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Hi! I’m a wife to a wonderful husband, mom to a beautiful and active (to put it lightly) kiddo, and fur-mom to 3 crazy cats. I’m a former journalist. I quit my full time job two years ago. Now, I am a freelance writer and a virtual assistant for several bloggers!

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  1. Kami says:

    Praying for you 🙂

  2. Lisanne says:

    Sometimes it’s difficult to know what to say.

    Good luck ~ wishing you the best.

  3. Ali says:

    Crossing everything for you .. Good luck !

  4. jenn says:

    Do you allow your readers to read your password protected posts or are they private?

    I totally understand and respect how you feel. I hope that we hear nothing but good news from here on out! My prayers for peace are with you.

  5. Tracy says:

    Thank you for visting my blog. Good luck and you are in my prayers!


  6. stacie says:

    Here from ICLW.

    Sending good thoughts your way…

  7. I had two massive bleeds after my treatment but as you are aware I am now 31 wks pregnant with twins! don’t lose heart!!! thinking of you.


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