March 24, 2009

10dp3dt

I am officially starting to freak out. I pray for peace, and for a while I am fine, thinking happily about my implantation bleeding and the ridiculous exhaustion I’ve been having lately.

Then, I start to freak out again. Joe said today would be the worst, and it really is. Tomorrow won’t be as bad because we’ll only be a day away from knowing. If I can just make it through today without going crazy…

Deep down I feel like I’m pregnant, but as I said yesterday, I’m starting to second guess everything, even the implantation bleeding. I’m going to be heartbroken if it didn’t work, and I’m letting you know now, I won’t be blogging for a while if that’s the case.

Please, do me a favor and don’t leave any comments or send me emails asking me if it worked. I know you all mean well, but if it doesn’t, I don’t think I’ll be able to handle being barraged by questions.

In Life, Trying to Conceive (TTC)

Comments

Kami says

March 24, 2009 at 1:22 pm

Praying for you 🙂
Lisanne says

March 24, 2009 at 1:50 pm

Sometimes it’s difficult to know what to say.

Good luck ~ wishing you the best.
Ali says

March 24, 2009 at 4:57 pm

Crossing everything for you .. Good luck !
jenn says

March 24, 2009 at 5:49 pm

Do you allow your readers to read your password protected posts or are they private?

I totally understand and respect how you feel. I hope that we hear nothing but good news from here on out! My prayers for peace are with you.
Tracy says

March 24, 2009 at 11:54 pm

Thank you for visting my blog. Good luck and you are in my prayers!

*ICLW*
stacie says

March 25, 2009 at 1:36 am

Here from ICLW.

Sending good thoughts your way…
London Southern Belle says

March 25, 2009 at 5:45 am

I had two massive bleeds after my treatment but as you are aware I am now 31 wks pregnant with twins! don’t lose heart!!! thinking of you.