i am having an incredibly bad fat day today. i don’t know what the deal is. i’ve felt all day like my stomach has just been expanding and expanding and expanding, so i’ve been trying not to eat a lot. however, my salad and special k bars didn’t really do much for me, and i was *starving* by mid-afternoon. blah blah blah. i’m just not good at dieting. i wish i had metabolism like my brothers. they eat and eat and eat and eat and don’t gain a pound. why do i get all the bad genes?

i’ve also been incredibly lethargic and just plain out of it today. i don’t know what my problem is. it’s been really hard for me to concentrate, and all i can think about is wanting to go home and sleep. yet i slept nine hours last night (and woke up feeling like i could sleep all day and still be tired). i shouldn’t be so sleepy!

i don’t know if this is related to the wedding planning/stress, but i hope it goes away quickly. i’m tired of feeling like this!