a number of people have offered to help me with the wedding preparations, and i am eternally grateful. i know they’re doing this to alleviate some of my stress. however, i find that i’m even *more* stressed out because now i have to wonder if things will get done on time. i hate not being in control of things, because i feel that if i’m not doing them they won’t get done.

i wish there was something i could do to stop thinking like this and destress just a tad!