I am officially starting to get nervous. Joe and I knew the last few days would be the worst, and I have a feeling they will be. As I said yesterday, I’m not paying any attention to any “symptoms” because, frankly, they could be from pregnancy or from the hormones. There’s really no way to tell. The one thing I did pay attention to was the implantation bleeding, and now I’m even starting to double guess that. I don’t know anything else it could be, but I just want this so badly that I’m getting nervous about everything.
I don’t know how I’m going to make it through the next three days. I just want to know so badly so we can move on with our lives, and I’m so scared to hear an “Unfortunately, it didn’t work this time.” I’m *so* tempted to poas, but I’m trying to hold out. Luckily, I don’t have any in the house, and I don’t feel like spending $15 on one. 🙂
It’s SO hard not pay attention to symptoms…I do my beta tomorrow and am having AF like symptoms, which is terrifying. Time has been dragging so much it’s unreal, so I know how you feel. I want to know the results but at the same time I don’t know how I am going to take possible bad news. Unfortunately it really is like flipping a coin, and I keep telling mysef that…although it doesn’t make it any easier. Hang in there, I am pulling for you!
I hate waiting too. But we have to. If it’ll make you feel better I could do the POAS instead of you. 🙂
Hi Cady
Here’s hoping that you get that BFP on Thursday.
xxx
(ICLW)
Sorry, Joe ~ I’m guessing that your “POAS” will be negative. 🙂
I cannot IMAGINE how difficult it must be for you to wait right now. I wish that the time could go by quickly. What is “beta”? It really does sound like you’re pregnant to me, but until you see that BFP, I know that there will be doubt. GOOD LUCK! Pulling for you!
Never mind ~ I saw “beta” in your sidebar. 🙂 Glad you provided those definitions for us!
I’m praying for a BFP for you! Thanks for stopping by my blog. I am just so ready to get on with IVF. It looks like we will be trying for a few months on our own first, which is hard because it is more waiting, but good for saving some money. Good Luck!
((HUGS))
I can not imagine how difficult the waiting must be. I’m keeping my fingers crossed for you guys that you get a BFP on the 26th. Keeping you in thought & prayers too 🙂 LOL @ Joe’s comment~he’s such a hoot!!!!