we won’t find out tomorrow the results of my pregnancy test. i have never seen joe so disappointed. he brought our camera along “to take the first pregnancy pictures”. i really wanted him to be there when i got the news. we’re thinking about doing a three-way call tomorrow when i call to find out the results.
it’s awful having to wait. the woman who did my urine test today was anything but nice. she made it seem like if my urine test was negative then i wasn’t pregnant and why in the world was i there anyway? i had to ask for a blood test. so now i’m less confident than i was and i’m expecting the worst tomorrow. maybe that’s good, though, because i won’t be as disappointed. that’s a lie. i’ll be very disappointed. sigh.
and now we wait.