I’m so over this. I’m so over getting excited and hopeful and then having everything come crashing down, leaving me sobbing hysterically. I’m so damn tired of getting bfn’s. I should be used to this because this is what happens to me. I try to get pregnant, I test, I get a negative. It’s never changed, and I really don’t see it changing anytime in the near future. But, I’m not used to it. It just gets harder every time. And, really, if I can’t get pregnant with four eggs, can there be any hope? I really don’t think so. Women get pregnant all the time with only one egg. I had four and can’t seem to get even one fertilized.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. Every other woman in my family get pregnant without even trying and I am spending hundreds of dollars a month to get pregnant and can’t seem to catch a break. It sucks because I think I’d be a great mom. But, maybe I’m wrong.
It looks like we’re going to have to skip September since my cd12 ultrasound falls when we’ll be in Cleveland. Why is it that everything with this damn wedding is ruining things for me? The groom just *had* to have his bachelor party this past weekend, cancelling our plans to go out of town for our anniversary, and now I’m going to have to skip a month trying to get pregnant for his stupid wedding. Who the hell gets married in Cleveland anyway? I’m a big ball of sunshine tonight. Be glad you’re not my husband.
I’m really sorry, Cady. Please know that I’m still praying for you, and I’m not giving up on this for you. *hugs*
So sorry, Cady.
Thinking of you this morning and crossing my fingers for you. Don’t give up hope.
I’m so sorry… hang in there… and can’t you skip the wedding and just let joe go so you don’t have to skip your us?
You will be a great mom. I love you. So much.
You will be a great mom. Don’t doubt that for even a minute. I know that I can’t say I know how you’re feeling, but I understand how frustrating it must be, but just hang in there. You have lots of people praying for you.
I am *SO* sorry for what you’re going through. I wish that having a baby could be completely easy for you guys. I wish that everyone who wants to have a child could do so without any problems whatsoever. I’m hoping that maybe you just tested a little early or something. I really hope that you won’t give up hope just yet. I hope that you will become parents someday.
Hey. I’m so sorry you are going thru this!
Just wanted to mention that you could hold on to hope… give it a few days and test again! Sometimes it takes a while for the two pink lines to show…
Hugs!!
I’m really sorry.
Oh, I know that must be devastating 🙁 But, I agree w/Kelly~don’t give up just yet~I’d wait 2-4 days & re-test. And, btw, you’re going to be a terrific Mom & your baby will be so lucky to have a Mom like you 🙂